they cast me in a role and i become
(change the lipstick, change the hair…)
i am not i am not i
am not understanding you
i am somewhere else i am
(LOOK!) i am (LOOK!) i am
(broken record. sorry. my mind stutters.)
who the fuck am i
am i are you am i are you am i
are too am not are too am not are too
I AM NOT LISTENING
i am so
are not (am too) are not (am too.)
it’s all about rearranging rooms.
i am drowning /says nothing/
i look over at Him and smile. It will be better soon.